Holy cow I didn’t think anyone actually asked me questions on the tumblr! I have this feeling that its probably my mom. If not, thanks for asking.
I’m content with where I am in life at this point. It’s not permanent place, and I will continue to try to make improvements. Getting a solid education, and a job I don’t loathe are high on the priority list.
As for wishing I had tried harder, academically I most certainly do. But it is what it is. There isn’t a whole lot I can about it now, except try harder in the future!